I bought a pair of Soom NightFlower 14mm (I wish they made them in 12 T__T)
PLEASE. LET THIS END MY ENDLESS SEARCH FOR YELLOW EYES FOR MY DEAREST, LOVELIEST SD. Yes, Syfen my Migidoll Ryu is my dearest SD head, even if I do talk about Ikari alot more. And yes, despite the fact that all the pretty clothes I see, I want to buy them for Ika instead of Syfen >w>;;; But that's just a Fashion Problem :B

ANYWAY. About those Terrible Habits.

I have this horrible tendency to re-buy things that I like. Right now, I'm just flailing myself away from buying that poor Mano (female Jade) that's on DoA. Like. YES. REALLY. LINA. I do NOT need TWO Jades, no matter how much I obsess over that sculpt. Plus, I don't obsess over other Jades as much anymore cos I have my own to feed me my fix. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean that I've gotten bored of the sculpt (not yet D: *crosses finger*). It's just that I like mine better, because of how he looks and who he is. I still watch any Jades I find on LJ and stuff tho :D

It's like Sephiroth. You could show me Sephiroth photos, fanart, figurines (unless it's a lifesize Madame Toussad(?) wax sculpture, or some other large/larger than life statue /smex) and I wouldn't be all that impressed. But show me a walking, talking, JUST BASICALLY MOVING SEPHIROTH and you get a completely brain-denatured fangirl. Like Advent Children. And Crisis Core. I'D WATCH THRU GACKT FOR YOU, YOU SEXY, MOVING, SEXY SILVER HAIRED BITCH! It's all situational yo :B

Oh, just another thing I realised about Sephiroth. He reminds me of somekinda Makira-Syfen offspring XD Althought that'd be weird, the thought of Makira and Syfen together^^;;

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P/s : I hate my Zack Fair skin tone D; It's only good in the fact that I could probably blush it to any colour I wish. But it's so pale that it's the closest to white skin I've got, and I srsly do not favour white skin T_T Once I get Syfen's body I guess I'll blush him to that first so he could borrow it for a while.

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P/s/s : There's a modded Saint head on DoA. He looks more like a stern Bernard imho and I srsly wants. Though, what I srsly srsly want is a Bernard. I hope Dollshe would stay "down" until I've got all my SD bodies, or until I do not want to has a Bernard anymore.

... Yes I'm using my other boys' bodilessness as a reason to postpone getting a Bernard. And hope that this "Bernard" obsession would die before I cave in.

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P/s/s/s : Goddammit. I'm almost ready to change Ikari from an El to a Floy. Tho I don't really think it'll work. But I want Floy. But I'll just end up rebuying an El again (head/whole) T___T;; Dammit Floy, go away!! /flails

Look at what I will has the coming monday or so :DDD



I want it now T_____T

Credit to : Shysuiko on DoA :D

Two days ago, I was wondering about my old modded El SS head, whether it has reached the buyer or not, since I have not received any pm about her regarding it nor any feedbacks. I looked for the postal receipt and it said that I sent it off on the 7th of april. Well, it's been two weeks then, so I decided to pm her.

No reply.

Okay, maybe she's busy. Maybe she hasn't gotten it yet. it -could- happen, yanno?

Well yesterday I received the delivery confirmation letter back, stamped 14th of April. So okay, that means she received it a week after I've sent the head out and until now, despite me pming her nicely she has not said a thing to me. Well.

She's a rather popular name on DoA yanno, so I'd have expected a little more courtesy from her? If she has a problem with the head, well, I'd like to know it ASAP too, right? Like... did I somehow miss some huge crack on his nose while I had him all this while? Did I not clean the head or dried it too well that it grew moss all over in the span of one week he took to ship?

Hey, if you received it, it'd be nice to tell me right? Even if it's a bitching onto my feedback on the condition of the stuff, well, at least I know you've gotten it.

I know I don't 100% tell people when I receive something, though I try to make it a habit now. I usually let people off the hook if they don't tell me they've received it cos I usually forget about it once it's posted out, but those are for stuff like cheapo acryllic eyes, or some dumb doll clothes. This is a doll head. A pretty doll head. A doll head I rather liked despite him not working out.

Simply put, it's the most important part of a doll, making it, to me, as big a deal as a complete doll. I don't care if you don't want the world to know you got the head until you got it faceup-ed and on a body. I'm the seller. I already know I sold and sent it to you. It'd be nice to know you received it, hay???

Bleh. Well that just ruined my opinion on her. I thought she was pretty cool too.

Give her time to notice her pm? Well, she just pmed someone earlier today to buy something. I know. I checked her posts list. It's the best thing I could do since she puts herself on invisible.

I asked her one more time a few minutes back. Short, brief and lifeless pm. If she finds it rude or unfriendly, well, my job there is done.

Ugh. Now I can understand why Ria-Ria wouldnt want to work with the people who don't tell her that their dolls have arrived again.

1. oshit. yo-f 01.

2. I wanted Maki Tsuyoshi for my OC Raleigh Kai Jaiden. Maki's apparently based on the blond character in this comic, Himitsu (?). Maki still looks yummy so far, but that manga guy looks just too uke and gay I can't imagine using that head for Raleigh anymore. Ugh.

Volks' finally coming out with more appreciable man headmolds tho. <3

Is it just me, or is Maki a slightly more tender eyed, frowny F38? I'm using the sculpt for Raleigh now, as I think Shiyu will not work out. But that's mostly because Squid (Ika alone means squid in japanese lol) is too obsessed with Mr Blue Serpent Makira right now. God they have such a volatile relationship, I have no idea what's gonna happen when the F38 head comes home.

If Ikari and Makira lasts, Mr. F38 will be Raleigh Kai Jaiden, Syfen's old long time crush (I really can't make anyone else for my emo empath D: He goes all "Yeah, okay. I'm fine with that." or "Mmhmm, okay. I can stay with this guy." or "Sure, we can be together, I guess." ...Bitch.)

If Ikari and Makira -don't- last, Mr F38 shall be Shiyu, Ikari's new love interest, a time travelling Japanese scholar born in the Muromachi age (I did a dork!research on the Japanese history timeline, and I think the Muromachi period is the best) and his two previous lovers wrapped all in one (Husband - Kato, Almost Husband - Edward).

I'm flailing around trying to find half blue- half green eyes in 14mm (like the kind that was everywhere on ebay back when I hadn't a head to buy it for). At least I know it exists, if not in that size >_<; But if Raleigh comes to be, well... I'll have to run around for the so-far non-existant half blue-half purple eyes.

See, colouring eyes is all fun and games, until you have to find them by hook or by crook D:
Worse comes to worse, I'll just print out some irises of that colour and stick them into my untouched blank acrylic eyes X33

I wanna get some Lauscher-Glasaugen eyes. I wish they can do half coloured eyes for me without asking for my head in turn. No, I don't want pupil rings, blended or not T_T that'll be a last try, seeing the price. Plus, that's not how I colour them eyes XD

Anyway, DoA was down for the longest time. After talking to trirose I decided to drop by Den of Demons, to give the place a try. Nope, no sale. I hate the place. Being truthful is one thing. Being completely rude is another. Den of Demons is like a place where it's cool to be as rude as you can about other people's dolls. Nope, no sale. Never.

I went to Resinality next. It made me feel better. It really has a potential for the next biggest doll forum, but if given DoA's weight and load, it'll be harder to keep up than DoA itself, seeing the extras that they do. If we're lucky, people won't hound both forums at once, but rather spend time at one or the other for a while, giving the two forums a balanced flow of online users.

That'd be otp, but I know people are more likely to open both forums at once XD I know I won't be able to swear that I'll only open one forum at a time :P

Preceding photostories : (DOA LINKS)

1.The Kira Pursuit - by Coreo

2.Kira Pursuit : Mello - by hyschara (me)

3.Kira Pursuit : Ryuga - by Coreo

And the one I'm posting up in this post is in reply to #3
A lot of other people replied to Ryuga, so it might be slightly confusing XD

LJ-cut :
( Mello : Work with NEAR?? )

You can view it on DoA here.
I claim here first that I've rped ORIGINAL characters far too often, and too little of existing characters, so please forgive me if Mello is un-mello-ish. Plus, my boy's more Misa-misa then Mello XD

Damn. If Honey was here, I'd throw Misa in for sure <3333

( KIRA PURSUIT : MELLO. )

The.....un-Mello-est, Matt-less Mello evar D:

I really should stop XD; Pseudo-Mello's pseudo-Matt has no body XD;
Unless I borrow miershyk's Alexius. I think I've got my sunglasses sunwhere that he can wear XD

.... I hope I have them somewhere.

MELLO FANS PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!!!!
I promise I'll go through a whole DN marathon to purge myself of my sin.

Mello <3 Such a bitch <3
I want to be just like mah mellobitch.