A slice of your love,

Because I cannot resist the fluff of it all

2008-05-12T14:25:16Z

The plushie and it's rightful owner is finally reunited <3

That man there is the reason why Jade's boyfriend has the same hair as the plushie. Elan has the same hair out of accident (he loved the spare one I bought for Elder that ended up not fitting Elder).

The plushie was made after Syfen's long time crush, Raleigh, who broke his heart in an alternate universe rp. Raleigh is my own personal character, and honestly I am not that fond of him as he's really an asshole who's just too dumb about dealing with others. I liked his childhood when everyone called him a monster though :B

Anyway, I think Syfen is my character who is most like me. Among all my characters, I think he's also the only one who's most forgiving of me^^; He was merely sullen and uncooperative when I allowed Raleigh to fall in love with someone they've just met (not that Raleigh had ever returned his feelings). In the end I couldn't give anyone new to him. He's just all "Mmm, that's nice *polite smile*" or "Okay, I don't mind keeping him company *polite smile*"

He just wouldn't be attached to anyone else on his own. Which is why I want to return Raleigh to him. Raleigh is such an asshole. He's poison and he hurts Syfen, but if that's what Syfen really wants, I guess he could have that. Possibly he'll be able to get through Raleigh's walls sometime soon.

But yeah. I can't blame him. I never wanted to let go of my own poison too. But meh. People choose what they want to do. You choose what you want to do. Others don't have to follow through with your choice. Four months and counting and I'm still stagnant like this :/

MADAM NOCEO I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME BRING THIS HERE BOY HOME T______T
HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD TIME IN MALAYSIAAAAAAAA

Yes, I'll go work on my homework now.

Syfen Furein (SD alert)

2008-05-12T12:32:19Z

That's my leg at the side there >_< He's so damn huge DDD:
My poor housemate Adrienne is afraid of him now, and my Ryu was her favourite when he's just a head. She's actually a little afraid of dolls (she was afraid of Jade when I first got him too) but she's more scared of Syfen now then she was initially of Jade because of his size. I feel abit sad T_T;

Sorry for the messy room pic, but I'm not free to clear up anytime soon at all at all >_<
Damn you shitty projects!!!

I'll comment more about the body later this week, and include some better pics. Hopefully his clothes would be here by then. He's wearing a bear knit shirt btw. He misses someone :< I misses someone too :<

btw, I bought a lizianthus bunch for the house last tuesday <3

So I was reading

2008-05-07T18:11:07Z

So I was reading the continuation of that "AMFG YOU N00BS SUCK!! DIE NAO PLZ!! D8" thread on sgcafe.

And look at what I saw :

O.M.F.G.

Is that Kyo-kun and Totchi-buns? o_o;

Totchi-buns T__T if it wasn't for that pretty face, I'd have thought you were Kaoru lol T__T;;;;

Gauze back purizzu.

Handed-ness.

2008-05-07T02:50:56Z

I just realised something.

1. Jade (Angel Region Jade) - No Makeup Kit, 299USD (incl shipping). First Hand.

2. Elder (DZ Xi) - head (bought)(2nd hand) and body (traded)(2nd hand) obtained separately (60 + 120USD disc. ship).

3. Elan (DoD Tender Bee-A Male) - Head and body (from silkendollhouse bought separately, both 2nd hand. (60 + 180USD disc. ship)

4. Honey (Angel Studio Modded Vera) - Bought as a whole, but 2nd hand from tyviris

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SD :

5. Syfen (Migidoll Ryu) - Head and Body ordered separately, both first hand

6. Ikari (CP Delf El) - currently only head, bought 2nd hand

7. Makira (currently Minimee Zack Fair) - currently head only, bought 2nd hand

8. Posibbly Shiyu again, (since he's smiling more than I expected XD; ) - split from volks FCS, first hand.

Wow. So many 2nd handed-ness XDDDDDDDD
DoA Marketplace = <3 ?

Kitties!!!

2008-05-05T05:05:00Z

Shysuiko is <3

Tonight gonna be so busy! T_______T

Raaah! cooking plans down the drain if I don't go to the market soon!!

Miharu JADE A'rel

2008-05-03T19:45:43Z

Name : Miharu Jade A'rel
Preferred name : Jade
Age : 19 years old
Birthdate : 4th September (Arrived 2006)
Gender : Male
(yarly :B But he doesnt mind being mistaken as long as you're not insulting him ^^)

Personality : Golden child. Loves to please his mother and is generally nice. Occasionally he has a mean posessive streak, and would let his thoughts be known. Loves the camera and acting.

Relationship : Is in a flirtatious relationship with Elder.

History : Uhm :B

P/s : Hahaha he's my darling, and I have the least background story about him. It's because he just -is-. There's nothing to create about him. He's just my darling boy <3
Maybe in the future as the others' story are developed, we'll find out things about him too^^

(Content is subjected to change without prior notice :B)

SD-ism : of ideals and reality | FFVII Walkthru. Video. <3.

2008-05-01T20:16:14Z

Ideal : OMG. Pretty Faces ;-;

Reality : OMFG SO FUCKING HUGE AND HEAVY TAT

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So yes. I need to confess. I'm actually rather scared of getting SD bodies for my boys. HONESTLY other than the price, one of the reason I wanted to get a Bobobie body for Ika is because IT IS LIGHTER. T_____________T

I'm so scared that if I spend this money on Syfen/Ika/Makira's body, I'll have to come to terms with just how HUGE they'll be, and how heavy >_< Rawr.

Plus, because they'll be huge-er, they'll generally be harder to pose >_<
/flails.

Even my housemate agrees, that she thinks I might not like SD sized cos the hugeness. Damn you fuggers who only makes pretty SDs and not equally beautiful matured MSDs D;
I really want Syfen and Ika to be complete. I really still want a Bernard. I still want an Anais/Jun/Shirou/Tsukasa. But. So Expensive. So.... HUGE. Y_Y;

I think I need to come to terms with this once and for all (noooo T_T). I'mma get Syfen his bodeau (whut? ._.) and share it between the trio for a while. Then I'll see how I like it with their size. I'll probably like because sewing for them will be just a wee easier, what with the larger scale. Plus the clothes people sell for SDs are generally nicer (size-ism! D: ) And... well.

I still want a Dreaming Shiwoo, Dreaming Yder, Floy and... and.... T_T;

IMHO minifees still don't cut it. Nice bods! Too short. Cute faces! Still a wee immatured (except Ruth, Shushu and Lishe.)

So.. meah. I'm taking a hundred off my 3 months allowance and putting it into Syfen's fund (I got extras for being in my final year anyway). Here's the updated ticker :

......did the total just increased? ._.;
What the hell have I done this time??? >///<;;

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P/s : I'll try to take some photos of some of my boys tomorrow. Yar.

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P/s/s : Elder's brother, Grail, is only half past gay. He has a girlfriend he's serious with, despite gay inclinations with his bodyguard, Falcon. Woot.

Yeeeah... If I end up selling off (IF. I think I'll still want to keep them, even if just as hamster!Heads T_T;;; ) my SD heads (I think at least I'll keep Syfen's head. Then I'll use the F38 for Makira instead. And then I'll.... noooooo Ika!!! T_______T;;;;; *claws* )

Okay screw that thought. I doubt I can part with any of my SD heads anytime soon T______T
*luffs*

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Edit : Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm currently being a complete DORK and am collecting all the FFVII walkthrough videos this woman here has uploaded.

Seriously, I don't know if I'll even watch the whole thing, BUT, since fate doesn't allow me to play/complete my game, I shall WATCH. If anything, it'll probably make up how disappointing Crisis Core was. (I'm a SUCKY gamer. If -I- could beat stuff with one finger without looking while walking on my way home, it's a terrible game. That said, I refuse to admit that Crisis Core is anything but a playable movie.) I'll probably change my negative perception on the game once I try playing hard mode, but that'll have to wait until I play hard mode.

First, you drag in a superstar (to drag in more fans? it wasn't even a necessity!) and then you give us a MOVIE to play. Squeenicks, you'd better do whatever you can and let FFXIII cover your ass for you.

....OmgFFVIIwalkthruvideos. *convertsandburns*

Of Terrible Habits (tm)

2008-04-30T17:42:35Z

I bought a pair of Soom NightFlower 14mm (I wish they made them in 12 T__T)
PLEASE. LET THIS END MY ENDLESS SEARCH FOR YELLOW EYES FOR MY DEAREST, LOVELIEST SD. Yes, Syfen my Migidoll Ryu is my dearest SD head, even if I do talk about Ikari alot more. And yes, despite the fact that all the pretty clothes I see, I want to buy them for Ika instead of Syfen >w>;;; But that's just a Fashion Problem :B

ANYWAY. About those Terrible Habits.

I have this horrible tendency to re-buy things that I like. Right now, I'm just flailing myself away from buying that poor Mano (female Jade) that's on DoA. Like. YES. REALLY. LINA. I do NOT need TWO Jades, no matter how much I obsess over that sculpt. Plus, I don't obsess over other Jades as much anymore cos I have my own to feed me my fix. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean that I've gotten bored of the sculpt (not yet D: *crosses finger*). It's just that I like mine better, because of how he looks and who he is. I still watch any Jades I find on LJ and stuff tho :D

It's like Sephiroth. You could show me Sephiroth photos, fanart, figurines (unless it's a lifesize Madame Toussad(?) wax sculpture, or some other large/larger than life statue /smex) and I wouldn't be all that impressed. But show me a walking, talking, JUST BASICALLY MOVING SEPHIROTH and you get a completely brain-denatured fangirl. Like Advent Children. And Crisis Core. I'D WATCH THRU GACKT FOR YOU, YOU SEXY, MOVING, SEXY SILVER HAIRED BITCH! It's all situational yo :B

Oh, just another thing I realised about Sephiroth. He reminds me of somekinda Makira-Syfen offspring XD Althought that'd be weird, the thought of Makira and Syfen together^^;;

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P/s : I hate my Zack Fair skin tone D; It's only good in the fact that I could probably blush it to any colour I wish. But it's so pale that it's the closest to white skin I've got, and I srsly do not favour white skin T_T Once I get Syfen's body I guess I'll blush him to that first so he could borrow it for a while.

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P/s/s : There's a modded Saint head on DoA. He looks more like a stern Bernard imho and I srsly wants. Though, what I srsly srsly want is a Bernard. I hope Dollshe would stay "down" until I've got all my SD bodies, or until I do not want to has a Bernard anymore.

... Yes I'm using my other boys' bodilessness as a reason to postpone getting a Bernard. And hope that this "Bernard" obsession would die before I cave in.

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P/s/s/s : Goddammit. I'm almost ready to change Ikari from an El to a Floy. Tho I don't really think it'll work. But I want Floy. But I'll just end up rebuying an El again (head/whole) T___T;; Dammit Floy, go away!! /flails

Goldeneye

2008-04-29T14:11:36Z

Not James Bond, oops :B

haya5h1~ I've received the two pairs of volks metallic gold, thank you~

They have a funky orange-gold look, which looks a little funny in Ika when I placed a pair into him, cos he has wine red hair (which is made of win btw. Have I told you that yet?)

I have no idea how long he's gonna wear them, but I'm leaving them in there for now :B
Hahaha Ika gets to test out all the new eyes I got. I'm so terrible >w<;;

He looks like a vampire with those gold eyes :V I'm tempted to paint little white teefies for him :B

On a side note, Ika and Makira both got new/a faceup. I messed them both up because I have the patience of a flattened cardboard box. Srsly. Me and patience shouldn't even be in the same sentence together without the accompaniment of the word "no" :B

I wish I could try out airbrush one day. Pastels really tries my patience =3= But then again it's probably cos I did it wrong and impatiently :B

Anyway, I want to force myself to draw a bit right now. I've been wanting to draw for weeks, but my hands refused to move, so I'm just going to waste some papers and see what'll come out of that.

Babai :V

Omg.

2008-04-27T14:41:49Z

Look at what I will has the coming monday or so :DDD

I want it now T_____T

Credit to : Shysuiko on DoA :D

Nu had one of these, so I wanted one too.

2008-04-26T06:57:35Z

EDIT : I GOT around to putting Elder's head on the Dollzone body.

Jade : Omg. You're so tall @_@;;; I'm... a munchkin again T___T
Elder : ^^; I didn't think that I grew that much.

Jade : You know I have the rights to bully you in return, right?
Elder : Be my guest <3 As long as you shield my ... body from the camera ^^;;;;;;

Wheeeeeeee manbodies 8D
I'll go put some clothes on him now and take better shots for you people to make up for these oh so tasteless photos XD

I've not gushed this yet, but Photobucket's new upload system is made of candies and flowers <3

Omg. All my MSDs have their own company bodies, and my SDs wont XDDDD

...well, Ika might get a Delf body one day (but then I'd have to buy him all of Sunny's World clothes, and stuff and stuff ;-; ) but Syfen can't help it cos Migidoll don't do bodies.

... Well they'd better not 8D

Fucked up morning.

2008-04-26T02:59:36Z

I'm late in meeting resinslave to swap the bodies in hand.

But.

Fuck this.

I still keep in contact with my ex's ex best friend. Apparently now they're slowly becoming best friends again. This troubles me how? Occasionally she brings her up.

Finally I've had one too many and it was starting to feel like she's doing it on purpose. She probably wasn't but I'd rather not have it go on. In my morning fuckedness, i asked her sarcastically if she has any other awesome news about my darling ex.

Nuke boms and another friend potentially lost.

She was practically the only person I could speak to regarding the break up. I'm so thankful of her. But her attitude... I guess it's because of online text... sometimes it feels as though she has this "Ahah. I'm better than you, see? -I- got over this" aura around her.

Basically, this is a fucked up morning. I'm sorry I woke up.

Edit : It was kinda brought up today cos I mention Ikari's (my El's) purple wig on my msn, and she was like "Omg. You're still clinging to her character." And then she proceeded to tell me something about said character and my ex.

Why am I still holding onto Ikari. I keep getting questioned with this. First of all, I started on making him, toying with the idea long before we broke up, with the intention of enjoying the doll with my ex. I was buying the boy in pieces, I can't very well buy him for her that way now, can I? I was at the point where if he was a complete hold, I'd gladly give him to her as a present if I wish so. Well now she's gone. I don't see the reason to stop this just because I can't share him with her anymore. Illegal character stealing issues? Hey, she's still using him with all her other friend's characters. I'm not taking away any rights or anything. Plus, it's almost no different from making a doll out of an anime character.

Does it upset her? You can bet all hell it does. I believe this upsets her, because it would upset me greatly if someone else had anything that is Makira or Syfen. I'd wreck up all hell maybe. Then why, do you ask, am I doing this?

For one thing, yes. He is my only link to her left. Like many of her other characters who came into my stories, he risks being dropped. It's probably just a matter of time. Syfen and Makira both know it. I'm not sure if Ika really understands where he is right now, but I know Makira is trying to protect him to a point. There's something of him I'm not willing to let go of yet. The thoughts of him makes me feel better instead of repulsing me, so for as long as I can, I want to pamper this man with whatever feelings I have left, until it runs dry.

Secondly... since I know it upsets my ex, I guess I'm using him as a shield for myself. For as long as Ika is here, I don't think she'd ever come near, or even look my way out of repulsion.

No more confrontations, no more chances. No more me needing to know how godawesome she's doing right now, no more reason for her to deal with me.

If she still comes around, I guess I always have my sharp tongue to 'rescue' me again.

Right now? I just want to sleep and forget this.

Haha forget. I'm becoming exactly the person I hate with all my guts. My ex.

Purples.

2008-04-25T10:10:25Z

HAY GAIZ.

I mentioned in my previous post that I was going to bondchick_nett's place to grab this pair of purple eyes I bought from her, right?

Well I'm back.

And I has a purple wig too :B Dur.

I hate purple. It's such an awesome colour.

Please excuse poor Ika's shitty faceup T_T And no, those aren't the purple eyes I got him. I forgot to take pictures again after I put them in :B Oh dur.

I think I'll take pics of the eyes when I put him back into his red wig soon. The purple is awesome, but nothing can defy the amount of sex his reve wig has <3

Yes, I've posted it before. I just think it's such an awesome colour and I havent got many other pics of it XD Just wait till we have a body in hand. We SHALL HAS OUTDOOR PICS!

On a side note, I want these eyes in glass. Anyone?

I'm sorry, the jacket is so absolutely not him TwT;;;

Let's get some eyes.

2008-04-25T05:25:10Z

Just when I've paid for a pair of yummy purple eyes (*gonna go fetch them from bondchick_nett's place in a minute >D ) for ika, I see another pair of dark yummy purples like ftw? I should really stick to finding bluish purple eyes now, but amg isn't this just so preeeeety???

I also liked the look of this yellow eyes here. I need a pair of 12/14mm yummy yellow-yellow eyes (not lemon or greenish yellow plz >_< or golden/orange/honey yellow plz T__T) for Syfen. Still figuring out how to take apart the Artistique acrylic eyes I have on hand so I can swap it for the iris I drew.

I like this blue one for Elder. Uhm. yes. Even the not so loved one is getting glass eyes contemplated for him >_>;; -JUST- because blue are also a sexy colour, yes?

I'm suddenly remembering my darling girl back home. She still wants proper 18mm purples. Maybe the next bluish purple 18mm will be for her. I still like the looks of this yo (repeats first link).

This is a good green too but I've really got to say no >_<;;; No, Lina please stop buying similar things as you already have for your Jade >_<;;;;

Dammit. I have a son-complex <3
My housemate will be paying the internet bill by paypal soon. So maybe I can snatch the blue and yellow eyes :B

/dies

Unbelievable.

2008-04-24T14:11:19Z

Two days ago, I was wondering about my old modded El SS head, whether it has reached the buyer or not, since I have not received any pm about her regarding it nor any feedbacks. I looked for the postal receipt and it said that I sent it off on the 7th of april. Well, it's been two weeks then, so I decided to pm her.

No reply.

Okay, maybe she's busy. Maybe she hasn't gotten it yet. it -could- happen, yanno?

Well yesterday I received the delivery confirmation letter back, stamped 14th of April. So okay, that means she received it a week after I've sent the head out and until now, despite me pming her nicely she has not said a thing to me. Well.

She's a rather popular name on DoA yanno, so I'd have expected a little more courtesy from her? If she has a problem with the head, well, I'd like to know it ASAP too, right? Like... did I somehow miss some huge crack on his nose while I had him all this while? Did I not clean the head or dried it too well that it grew moss all over in the span of one week he took to ship?

Hey, if you received it, it'd be nice to tell me right? Even if it's a bitching onto my feedback on the condition of the stuff, well, at least I know you've gotten it.

I know I don't 100% tell people when I receive something, though I try to make it a habit now. I usually let people off the hook if they don't tell me they've received it cos I usually forget about it once it's posted out, but those are for stuff like cheapo acryllic eyes, or some dumb doll clothes. This is a doll head. A pretty doll head. A doll head I rather liked despite him not working out.

Simply put, it's the most important part of a doll, making it, to me, as big a deal as a complete doll. I don't care if you don't want the world to know you got the head until you got it faceup-ed and on a body. I'm the seller. I already know I sold and sent it to you. It'd be nice to know you received it, hay???

Bleh. Well that just ruined my opinion on her. I thought she was pretty cool too.

Give her time to notice her pm? Well, she just pmed someone earlier today to buy something. I know. I checked her posts list. It's the best thing I could do since she puts herself on invisible.

I asked her one more time a few minutes back. Short, brief and lifeless pm. If she finds it rude or unfriendly, well, my job there is done.

Ugh. Now I can understand why Ria-Ria wouldnt want to work with the people who don't tell her that their dolls have arrived again.

Well, it's not like...

2008-04-23T08:07:02Z

...I'm getting yet another doll or something. Psssh of course not. Not right now anyway >_>;

anyway while surfing ebay for absolutely no reason at all (like everything else that I do), I came upon Floy, the new DZ 60cm boy again.

http://cgi.ebay.com/Floy-1-DollZone-elf-boy-doll-super-dollfie-size-bjd_W0QQitemZ250211271031QQihZ015QQcategoryZ84635QQcmdZViewItem

I find him rather cute, and in a way I feel like turning him into a girl D:

I have a few candidates for an SD girl : Evaela, but I think I'll only get Evaela if I know I'll be able to get myself a Bernard (and keep him).

There are the other candidates :

Angel Fantasy Xun (she looks better on the chinese site though...)
http://kondoll.com/products.asp?id=709

B&G Natalia
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:VRI&item=360044771366

NDoll Delma
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEBTOX:IT&item=200214967612&_trksid=p3984.cTODAY.m238.lVI

I'm a little more impartial towards Delma (for her not very happy look) and Floy (for his teasing better-than-thou look XD). But like I said, wait till I have a Bernard in my hand, then we'll talk :P

(On a side note, nDoll Maria looks like an SD sized Angel Region Little Fair Dana.
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=120247317572&ssPageName=MERC_VI_RCRX_Pr4_PcY_BIN_Stores_IT&refitem=200214967612&itemcount=4&refwidgetloc=active_view_item&usedrule1=CrossSell_LogicX&refwidgettype=cross_promot_widget&_trksid=p284.m184&_trkparms=algo%3DCRX%26its%3DS%252BI%252BSS%26itu%3DISS%252BUCI%252BSI%26otn%3D4
but then, nDoll has the same sculptor as AR, didn't they? So that won't be so surprising. Amg I want Volks Tsukasa.)

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On a side note, I braided part of Ika's hair last night while talking to trirose. I only did two small braids on his left side. I think I might do a few more^^ It's the side of his earring, which I have yet to make/buy/construct. I'll post pics when I'm done.

It feels so good working on him. I didn't look at him for days and I was starting to wonder if I should use some other head for Ikari. But now no, I still love El <3 I just need to refaceup mine, like wtf =3=;;

And there are these pair of "magenta" purple eyes on DoA. I wanna get them for Ika but iunno... suddenly they look a little more pink than purple. I was hoping it was more like this colour :
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWAX:IT&item=330227107464&_trksid=p3984.cWAT.m240.lVI

I guess I'll ask the DoA seller X3

To Mo, or not to Mo.

2008-04-22T19:31:13Z

http://moggie.mine.nu/shop/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=111_2_42&products_id=228

http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?t=207059&highlight=mo%2A

At least I still don't -really- want a Leng, but Mo is such a teasing bastard *_*; He's already gotten a personality (different from the character he and Leng inspired, as he'd be related to Elder).

You know what I need to do? I need to draw. And write. I need to let this creative flow somewhere, other than into dolls. I need a motivation to draw and write.

trirose told me to join a drawing/writing club or do one of those 100 themes thing. I did start the 100 themes thing before, for drawings. I was thinking a few days bakc too on restarting it, but I think if I do, i would not restrict it to just one media. It'd be photo/drawing/writing/comic, whichever I can do.

I would, go back to my DA to grab the list and what I've done. But really. I don't want to step into DA anymore.

DA is just too full of memories.

So for now I guess it's just houseofarel that'll receive most of this creativity. In a way, that's good too, I guess.

I should focus on the beginning of the history in that world then. The first legend. The rise of the first Kaiser, or as humans call the title : Daemon King.

Kaiser is so much sex. I'm still debating using the title Lord instead of Kaiser, but anyhow I need to find a real name for him too <3

I might really go back to using Lord tho <3

And he shall have a woman <3

House of Arel

2008-04-21T21:03:09Z

Yeeeeup. I suck and it's for more than one reason.

1. it's 6.21am and I'm just only going to go sleep after posting this. And it's not because i've been doing school work like I should.

2. i've been playing Granado Espada far too much and running from every other reality.

3. i can't work my brain. i seriously cannot. Last year I did jack amount of work, and this sem, I'm too demotivated/depressed to want to do anything even though 3 months and a half has passed. My brain is too used to not wanting to work, it doesn't want to think of anything that's not one of my original stories, GE, or some anime that I like. I can't even be clever enough to be mello. this sucks. I feel so bad but srsly, it's not happening...

4. I had just created another LJ where I'm gonna post up thoughts, ideas and updates about this old world I created and nurtured for the past 8 years that I'm going to revamp.

You can see it here : houseofarel

There's a pretty picture of a new character for you to look at. Kaiser is his title as a Daemon King, not his real name. He was the first Daemon King and I have yet to figure out anything about him. No, please don't let him turn into a doll. I'm just itching to buy my Mo and Leng, and I really shouldn't get any. Not SD, nor MSD. I'm still itching though. Ugh.

Anyway there's a long rant in that account about how the world came to be born. Do read through it if you like.

Ta.

/sleeps.

Of a Rowan Matthew Elder

2008-04-19T11:39:54Z

He's starting to get a little love from me D: Horray.

Anyway, here's my DZ Xi who had been with me only two months less than my boy, and has had numerous bad luck fallen upon him (faceup-ed him real late, got him a body even later, put up feelers to sell him twice, is rarely appreciated by me unless when he's around Jade, lost his body to my pervert practice head who is more loved than him i.e. Elan <3, finally got him his own body after half a year of bodilessness and it's slimmer than I wanted and made him bobble head T____T)

Fuck, he even looks hotter in sepia *________* Please excuse my poor Jade's not-so-good angle T_T Damn his camera flaws. My boy is as sweet as a peanut and my camera refuses to show that D:< That and I think I left him in Mello-mode for too long^^;;

My boy may be the sweetest thing evar, but when it comes to his bf, he's serious as hell XD; Posessive and obsessive like his mom >_>; Half the time I couldn't sell Elder off is because my boy is capable of going into pleading-puppy mode. Or he suddenly looks cheerful -only- when Elder is around him, on a body or not XD;

Random shot of mommy's boy XD; I had to do it XD

I'm sorry for the mess of colours T__T I changed my camera color mode a few times. And I need to take pics more often. I keep forgetting what mode and exposure is best, so i ended up with too many washed out pics today T_____T

On a side note, there's a dollmeet today (pics later) at Saldechin (they had such nice tea T___T *wants moar*), resinslave offered to trade with me Elder's new AoD body for her NS Dollzone body. This made me happy indeed :D It's not as buff as the old AoD body, but hell at least his skin might match better and he won't look as nerfed as he does on this AoD body >_<;;; Thanks Washi!!!

p/s : I should make a page -about- each of my dolls personally soon.

Happiness is circumstancial

2008-04-16T02:51:13Z

You can laugh five minutes after you've cried.
You can cry a minute after you've laughed.

Changes is all it needs, even if just in thoughts.

W00t!!

2008-04-15T04:16:07Z

Amagads.
I tied me a tie 8BB

EB001001373CN Your item was delivered by Messenger Post SA at 11:40 on 15 Apr 2008 to AUSTRALIA - Messenger Post SA and signed by ELIZABETH.

Lol wtf. Probably cos I put c/o my housemate so she could grab my stuff for me when I'm not free XD

Anyway. COMPLAINS :
1 - Body pinker than my head TAT my ex's NS had the exact same colour as Elder T___T This makes me sad. But thankfully it's nothing a blushing of the head couldn't fix. I need to redo his faceup anyway.
2 - So flooppyyyyy but so tiiiiighttt D: is that supposed to even be possible? D: *died trying to pull the string thru the head.
3 - tiny chinese S-hooks wtf? smaller than my boy's neck hole >_>

YAYS :
1 - He came in white briefs, and not random print boxers XDDD
2 - He's actually here 8D

Okay now to clear my room so I would STUDY.
*restarts comp*

Doll-ic updates and Meme

2008-04-14T18:54:38Z

Ganked from jenovan (who is also a capricorn :DDD)

- January 11 -
You are very ambitious, serious and loyal. You are hardworking, smart and organized and you have no problems getting what you want out of life.
Positive Traits: imaginative, idealistic, persuasive, spiritual, intuitive
Negative Traits: procrastination, sloth, sarcastic, laziness, temperamental
'What does your Birthdate mean?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I'm not so sure about spiritual. Loyal, imaginative, idealistic is all there. Intuitive... maybe. Neg traits : All too true. I'm a lazy mood swinging sarcastic sloth. I tend to be hurtful-sarcastic when I'm annoyed or upset about something.

SECONDLY :::

Apr 15, 2008 1:48am AUSTRALIA - ADELAIDE Scheduled for delivery.
Apr 13, 2008 1:55pm AUSTRALIA - MELBOURNE Received and awaiting clearance for delivery.
Apr 10, 2008 10:55pm CHINA - SHANGHAI EMS Processed - enroute to final destination.
Apr 10, 2008 5:46pm CHINA - 200080 Item lodged

FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY LIEK WTFWTFWTFWTF???????????????
/dies ELDER'S BODY WILL FINALLY ARRIVE TOMORROW DDDDD:

....why am I so restless and excited? He's not my priority after all D: /twitchwatchesJade >____>

THIRDLY :::

Zack Fair Minimee :DDD
He has this veeeery weird long chin XD It only looks weird from top angle tho XD
He reminds me of CLOUUUUDDDDDDDDD @A@

He's going to/supposed to be Makira >w<
Them are the blue green eyes I printed :D

So I continued with the DIY eyes yesterday

2008-04-13T09:45:35Z

They look so cute *3*

As I had mentioned, I tried making purple blue eyes for my boy :D I forgot that the lenses kinda magnify the eye, thus the pupils were so enlargened T____T;;;; The eye also tends to catch light at the weirdest, most unnatural parts.

I still like how it looked so far, but unfortunately, if you start looking past a certain angle, the lenses kills the whole eye by giving this horrid cloudy blind eyes look.

The weird light-catch and the cloudy blind angle are basically the two down points of these DIY eyes. I guess I'll have to resort to what others do : take apart existing acrylics. I gotta go and find the how-to's for them again.

Here's one of Syfen (MD Ryu) wearing the yellow eyes I made for him :

I was so happy when I see them in him *____* It looks like I really want yellow eyes for him after all, and not some peachy coloured eyes *_____* At least these DIY can help me decide with colours and stuff XD <3 He really looks more like himself in this bright yellow compared to his Pupapa Amber glass eyes. So he's staying in these yellows for now XD

And I also made a pair of blue for Elder. It might look a little odd on him tho cos of the black lines XD This eye is actually inspired by one of the eyes I saw on DollSafrin. I forgot which company it belongs to. Since he looks kinda good in them, I might get a pair for him once I find them again.

And here's a last pic of them together :D

:DDDDD
Elder's body might arrive tomorrow <33333

Orphaned Works Legislation

2008-04-13T05:46:53Z

Because I know, there are many artists on my flist.

An Orphaned Work is any creative work of art where the artist or copyright owner has released their copyright, whether on purpose, by passage of time, or by lack of proper registration. In the same way that an orphaned child loses the protection of his or her parents, your creative work can become an orphan for others to use without your permission.

Initially spotted here on Deviantart.

Is this true, that a bill is being presented to the American congress to pass this law? This is an American legislation right? So why should I, as a none American care?

Edit : cut taken off since it's not really needed to make my point and I wasn't talking very nicely

What I'm trying to say here, I guess is that although this is not my/our business as non-americans, it will in the end affect us as artists on the net. And since we're not american, we probably have no formal say for this.

So please, fellow american artists, if this is true, it will not only hurt you, but a good deal of us outside the border as well. This is an american corporate bullshit, but it's going to drag more than american artists with it. If it gets passed, someone up there is gonna get in real trouble after enough are hurt.

Drawing out eyes

2008-04-12T11:46:04Z

2 similar makira eyes before threading

I drew themses :3
It was fun XD

Tho no doubt they'll die in the print XDDDDD Plus, they'll be printed uber small, so surely it wont look as pretty on the paper T_T Acrylic eyes don't catch the light well too. So they'll probably only look pretty when they're facing the light T_T

The top is Makira's eyes, the bottom is Syfen's
I'm trying to make purple-blue eyes (the same kind Raleigh would have) for Jade, since I want to try purple eyes on him anyway XD Then I'll possibly try....blue eyes for Elder ^_^

I'm going to cook dinner/supper now, so I'll post more after I'm done with the other two^_^

p/s : Sorry for the horrible watermark. I really never watermark before, but those are my artwork that no one would have any interest in^^;

Edit : Credits to pikakao for teaching me how to make the files so I can print them in the appropriate size :D
THANK YOU <33333